SUICIDE IS A PERFECT SOLUTION TO END DEPRESSION EXPECIALLY IF THE CRAP IS UN-FIXABLE!
to be honest with you guys i have my days when i just wanna drown to death and days when i just wanna blow peoples heads off with a machine gun....depression is were it all starts...i was born here in austin texas and i was born with an umbilical cord wrapped around my left wrist and fingers on both hands and also feet...iv allays been teased about it and i have allways had a depression disorder causeing me to attempt suicide MANY times and having to be sent to mental hospitals and therapists and phycologists for cutting banging and beating myself....this has been happening up to this day and i still honestly FUCKING HATE MYSELF!!!!! i think that god made this earth and people for a reason but i ALSO believe some people are just not made for this life...and i happen to be one of them being a baby i have heard of my father dropping me in the sink and my head hitting the corner and screaming, also my mother has showed me pictures of the walls at there old apartment he would get mad and choke her,slap her, beat, her, put big holes in the wall....and my mom was done...eventually me and her moved out when i was about 2 after my baby brothers David and Dallas were born in 1997.
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